Many times, i am using this platform more as my scrap book where in i just put all my thoughts.But to nurture my creativity I need to type this post. typing this stimulates my thoughts.
Since childhood i have been a seeker. I used to go looking for libraries. I had the habit of hoarding the books. I can never let go the books whether its useful to me or not. But now I know why I did that. Its because I never new what I want and was always seeking that.
Today I would like to trace back my life. I never had a strong like or dislike. I was trying to just trying to fit in what ever situation I was in. I was trying to learn what ever came across me but never been able to complete it. So I have been ridiculed for this nature of mine. Until recently I was feeling bad about it. but today there is a shift in my thinking. I let life happen to me. Now I feel that's the right way. When I look back life has given me everything the way I wanted. But due to the wrong timing I could not enjoy it thoroughly. I could have improved the timing with a little more clarity of thought.
Now I have a clear goal. Do service, nothing but service. Service without expectation. Also to create a shift in the life of people I have to become one among them. For this I need to be in good shape (have good health), I should be able to manifest things (high standard of living) and good communication skills. People will listen to you only if they think you have every thing what they want. Why i need to shift the thinking of people. Can't I just do service and carry on with my life. No, because i want things around me to change a bit more faster. Hence I want more people to join this movement.
I need to practice pranic healing and get more people into this movement of better world. Also keep recording my experience to keep my creativity alive. In order to do it I am once again setting my goals and routines. Me....I am still that Me................the authentic Me......The seeker.
Since childhood i have been a seeker. I used to go looking for libraries. I had the habit of hoarding the books. I can never let go the books whether its useful to me or not. But now I know why I did that. Its because I never new what I want and was always seeking that.
Today I would like to trace back my life. I never had a strong like or dislike. I was trying to just trying to fit in what ever situation I was in. I was trying to learn what ever came across me but never been able to complete it. So I have been ridiculed for this nature of mine. Until recently I was feeling bad about it. but today there is a shift in my thinking. I let life happen to me. Now I feel that's the right way. When I look back life has given me everything the way I wanted. But due to the wrong timing I could not enjoy it thoroughly. I could have improved the timing with a little more clarity of thought.
Now I have a clear goal. Do service, nothing but service. Service without expectation. Also to create a shift in the life of people I have to become one among them. For this I need to be in good shape (have good health), I should be able to manifest things (high standard of living) and good communication skills. People will listen to you only if they think you have every thing what they want. Why i need to shift the thinking of people. Can't I just do service and carry on with my life. No, because i want things around me to change a bit more faster. Hence I want more people to join this movement.
I need to practice pranic healing and get more people into this movement of better world. Also keep recording my experience to keep my creativity alive. In order to do it I am once again setting my goals and routines. Me....I am still that Me................the authentic Me......The seeker.
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